GAH!

What is wrong with the Hannah Montana Movie! Nobody wants to watch it. ... At least I found someone to watch it with me this Tuesday.

Today I went for my interview, and omg D: Clarke Quay changed a lot! D: ... Not considering the fact that I have not been stepping in around that area since I was 14, which was uh, 5 years ago?

The interview went well I guess, I got the job, duh. And I am going to be starting work this coming Sunday, which will probably clash with my uh, formal family meeting with my brother's girlfriend's family. D:

The pay is, higher than what I had asked for, which is a good thing. And I will only be working 2 days a week, which gives me ample time to

1. Look for another part time job which is less complicated that the one at CK Tang.
2. Do all the stuff Ah Munna and I planned for the holidays.
3. Rot around at home. :D

Hur hur, guess what. My mother has went on a rampage, scolding/nagging/annoying the shit out of me with the

"I THOUGHT I TOLD YOU YESTERDAY THAT WE HAVE THAT DINNER?!"
"I TOLD YOU ALREADY, WHY DIDNT YOU LISTEN!"

yeah yeah, put a sock in it, dear mother.

I had the best dream last night, one of the best, if I may say so. Ohohoho. :D

I have this urge to spend money right now. D:
I found a whole bunch of stuff I want to get online. D:

I want to fly to Germany... or to L.A...

STRESS, taking a huge toll on me.

I finally am feeling the stress, the pressure, EVERYTHING D: All of it came just 2 frickin days before submission. I really am thinking that I will not be attending Gems tomorrow. Good thing it is 2 more days of hell, or else I really might end up like that dude in the picture up there. D:

I think I have to burn midnight oil tonight. So I guess, maybe a few other random Twitter style blog posts to come?

Sigh, design course/Singapore is like a stinking hell hole, where everyone is obsessed over the paper chase.

I think I will be taking up that job offer at CK Tang, until the day I find a job that will allow me to have platinum blond hair with corn rows. I think my mother wants me to take up that job so she can keep me under her "watchful" eye, and also to stop me from damaging my hair any further. ... I think I might go work at some shop at IMM. I saw that they were hiring. o_o If I really hate CK Tang for their many restrictions, I think I will switch over after the holidays.

Many things left undone, I need to start soon. I am first going to take a nap. After all, a little goes a long way. Caffeine and candy shall be my best friends tonight.

... I think it is official, I have gone bonkers because my eye candy... is seriously weird. D:

I am not looking forward to critique at all. I will get shot down by the lecturers, one at a time. And I seriously hope that KK will not be there because his words are awfully mean. D: He is a pretty nice lecturer though. He, teaching InTech, is a lot better than the one teaching Intech last year. ... I find myself learning a lot better and a lot more this year.

Oh well. I really hope KK will not be there for my crit. I want ZIJUN! :D

Woo hoo!
Got this from Valerie's blog! :D

Those who have zodiac LEO, below are their perfect match criteria :

Perfect Partners: Aries, Sagittarius
Nearly Perfect Partners: Gemini, Libra
Like Minded Souls: Leo
Opposites Youre Attracted To: Capricorn, Pisces
Learn From Your Differences: Cancer, Virgo
Not Your Destiny: Scorpio, Taurus
Astrological Hell: Aquarius

OH MY TOM~, we are compatible yet not that compatible at the same time. :D

I just talked to my classmate Daryl on MSN, or rather he talked to me. He needed some help with his church thing. There is this thing going on in his church about prayer needs, and he asked if I could help him.

The question was, Which of these blessings do u need?

1. Good health/healing
2. protection from harm
3. inner peace
4. employment/career
5. financial freedom
6. success in education
7. direction for the future
8. family harmony
9. happy friendships
10. wisdom in decision-making
11. forgiveness for wrong doings
12. eternal life

I thought it was really nice of him to ask me for help. In fact, I really was not of any help to him. I picked which of the 12 I needed in my life, and he will help me pray for it. I am actually the one benefiting from this. D:

Just when I looked down the list of 12 things he stated, I realise how screwed my life is. I just recovered from that helluva bitch ulcer, and I have been either getting blisters or cuts. I have been pissing myself to sleep over the stupidest reasons and right now, I am worried about that job offer because it took me 4 days to reply him. D: All thanks to my mother who "got me a job at CK Tang". I wish that all the money I loaned out to my family will come back to me asap, seriously. I do not feel secure if my money is not with me. It hinders me in every way possible. I have my dream, I just do not think that it is realistic enough, just by looking at the way I am right now, I am faaaar away from it. Clearly I am not having a great time at home, spending "quality time" with my family. Friends I made in class are awesome, just a few here and there pissing me off. And the issues that have been troubling me obviously shows that I have not been making the correct decisions in my life. ... Nobody is perfect, we all make mistakes especially since I backslide away from God since... D: 2005?

Sigh, I wish my life is less of a mess. ;_;

Contest Entry: Hannah Montana Movie

Miley Cyrus, 2 years younger than me, and she already is a superstar, raking in the millions, milking on the Hannah Montana cash cow before it all runs out. She celebrated her sweet 16 in Disney World with... a lot of other celebrities and random people.

Gah, so hateful.

Why am I being so random on a Saturday? Gah, it's Saturday and I was watching Hannah Montana on Disney Channel. Season 3 is now showing on Disney Channel and the Hannah/Miley's clothes are more awesome than ever. D:

Hannah Montana, played by then-14 year old Miley Cyrus is one helluva lucky girl. Seriously, who would have thought this will be such a hit? Although I prefer Selena Gomez and Demi Lovato, Wizards of Waverly Place has yet to prove that it will be a big hit in Singapore... like Hannah Montana.

... Really, what is there not to like?! Hannah has great costumes, awesome awesome costumes, a uh, not that bad a voice to match, she looks good in a wig, and she looks great with brown AND/OR BLOND hair, even if the blond is just a wig.

Although, I really am not that huge of a fan of these few costumes, apart from the awesome pink belt, zebra stripe shirt, and that really cool black leather jacket...

These, I like it a lot more. Gah, so hateful!

OMG THOSE SHOES! AND THE SKIRT! AND THAT BELT!

Even her Miley Stewart wardrobe is awesome! Where is the justice!

And this, is just the shoe section of her walk-in wardrobe... in real life. This is where Miley uh, "films" her MileyMandy show with that dancer friend of hers, Mandy. -.-

Well, if the price of fame is to drop out of school and be tutored at home, then I really would gladly give up my spot in school right now.

Seriously, her wardrobe and costumes are to die for! GAAAH!

And the recent addition to the Hannah Montana franchise, is the Hannah Montana Movie, which Miley and her dad had started planning after the premiere of Harry Potter: Order of the Phoenix.

(... See, apart from being a good student in school by turning up for classes on time, I do indulge in celebrity gossip and news, which leads to the point of me having no life. D<)

Of course, the movie has been out in the US a long long time ago. But guess what! The movie is going to be shown, IN SINGAPORE! :D

The soundtrack is out, featuring a whole other bunch of other songs, none of which were penned by her, except for "Don't Walk Away". The album feature songs from other singers like her dad, Billy Ray Cyrus, Taylor Swift, upcoming new Hollywood Records artist, Steve Rushton and Rascal Flatts.

This is my favourite music video from the movie, Let's Get Crazy, EXTENDED VERSION.




Here is why this is my favourite:

The song is catchy, the beach scene is gorgeous. The costumes are totally different from those you see in the series, just watch the part where she comes out in a different costume. And clips of Jackson is just drop-dead hilarious!

SO!
Catch “HANNAH MONTANA: THE MOVIE when it hits Singapore cinemas on 4 JUNE 2009! :DD

ANTM Cycle 11, Mckey.

Why is Singapore placed so near the Equator? Not that I am complaining... Wait, I am and I want to. D: It is frickin 30 deg. Cel out there. D: I really wonder how am I going to sleep tonight.

I have many plans for this holiday. This holiday is the start of my around 2-year plan, which really, I do not have much faith of making it through.

Not many people know of my plan yet, because I know people will either laugh at what I say, or they will be extremely discouraging. I choose not to tell many many people because I am going to keep my hopes up really high. And trust me, not telling many many people is a really difficult task for me.

So far, only 5 people know of it. And they have been rather encouraging. They went either "Go for it!" or they said "Well, it's your choice," and nothing else. ... At least they did not go " YOU?! BE A -insert dream occupation?! DONT EMBARRASS YOURSELF LA!"

So many things I want to do, but so little time left.

It is mad hot, like really crazy hot today. D:

I wish I was living in the studio, at least the air conditioning there is crazy cold.

School today was very productive. I am nearly done with cutting those little bits and pieces for my model. :D

I have been, sending lots of emails looking for part-time jobs. So far, only one have replied, and the pay is, lesser than I had expected it. Retail sales in an accessories shop at town. I am going to pray hard that something good comes along my way soon.

I have been wanting to get this pair of shades on Wetseal, and I could not decide between the black and the white. Finally on the day when I decide to buy it, the black went out of stock. I told Ah Mun about it and I said,

"This shows that God wants me to get the white one."

and she replied,

"You listen to God for the weirdest reasons."

School today was a fun one. Ah Munna has become the butt of all my jokes with her liking of fried chicken rice and prawn mee. OHOHOHOHO!

I am super happy right now! :DD

I came home today, was expecting to see a piece of paper on the floor, slotted in through the door opening because nobody was at home to receive the parcel. Too bad, there was no paper on the floor. BECAUSE MY NIANG HELPED COLLECT IT, she was at home. So for once, I guess I am lucky that she is at home.

:D THIS MEANS MY TOKIO HOTEL DVD AND MY JEANS ARE FINALLY, FINALLY IN MY HANDS!

OMG!

:DD
Tokio Hotel, totally awesome. :D

I now have something to look forward to after submission, other than that 20-hour nap which I keep trying to make it a tradition.

D: I really, really need to start looking for a job soon. I really want to get that Fujifilm Instax camera in chocolate brown. ;_;

I want to be a star.

I just did something which I have no idea is it considered stupid or not.

During InTech lesson, I saw this postcard like thing on one of my course mate's table. On it stated the details of a competition. ... Not just any competition, it is a BLOG competition. Sgblogawards, I went home and googled it.

And I was thinking, for about 30 seconds, whether I should register myself for fun, which I ended up doing so. :/ I registered under the Best Individual Blog category. I cannot believe what I have done, but I did it anyway. Ah, the irony.

So much about me, openly declaring how much I really dislike living in Singapore. And still, I signed up for something which might end up giving my blog a bit more exposure than it has right now. My first shot at fame.

I just wonder, will anyone rally for me. D: Will it even be successful or will I end up embarrassing myself more.

Anyway, I hope whoever is reading my blog will rally for me. :/ At least I will not end up looking like some idiot.

I am made to be a korean popstar.

That's Gong Minji of 2ne1, pre-debut photo.

I have that hairstyle right now, and the almost-exact pair of shades.

There are some friends who will be there for you, sticking through all the thick and thin, telling you that everything is ok when unpleasant things happen.

And there are also some who should only remain as your friends throughout the time you are together with them, be it in school or at work. Then get chucked aside and should never have contact ever again. ... Although, seeing them once in like, 10, 20 years sounds perfectly fine.

Roar!

I am waaaay behind schedule for my model making. D: I havent really started on anything, other than just planning out the stuff that I am going to cut up. D:

Today, although I was surprisingly in a good mood, it was not one of the best days I ever had. One thing was that I let my emotions get the better of me. I seem to be unable to keep myself from feeling jealous. The little things people do that make me feel as if my identity in society is being jeopardised, how can I not react to that.

I am clearly, not sensible enough to handle matters like that maturely. For now, I am going to convince myself that I owe that person a big favour.

... Random note, I feel like drinking apple juice with aloe vera bits. D:

Rare occurrence, seeing me doing something productive in class. ohohoho!

... actually I was doodling on Ashler's notebook with my name and smiley faces. :D

Recently, more and more people have been reading that Heather Chase-Bill Kaulitz thing. It makes me angry, and yet happy at the same time. Because that stupid rumour is finally being put to an end, and that stupid rumour actually has gone that far.

My brother really had to burst my little bubble.

"Roo! TOM KAULITZ IS NOT REALISTIC FOR YOU!"

GAH! To hell with that statement! I cant help that the guys around me are so not my cup of tea. D<

Until the day I find someone more realistic in my brother's terms, and/or a new eyecandy, Tom Kaulitz shall remain as the main of my 8 celebrity husbands.

... I AM THE SELF-PROCLAIMED WIFE OF 8 CELEBRITIES, IN YOUR FACE!

I have had it with people, their personal lives, and their insults.

people who are not fucking skinny, or fucking tall, or fucking drop dead gorgeous should not fucking come tell me that I am fat. so fine, I do comment A LOT on other girls. but when you know that being pleasantly plump is my sore spot, you do not, I REPEAT : DO NOT, go on rubbing my wound with salt in a not-jokingly tone.

like what Allison of ANTM Cycle 10 said,

"You do not tell an anorexic that she is fat. It is like giving a recovering alcoholic alcohol."

... something along that line.

if you are nowhere near Kim Daul,

or any Hugo Boss, Ralph Lauren or Abercrombie male model,


you cant insult me whichever fucking way you want.

... especially the girls, when you are not drop dead gorgeous or fucking skinny, you should not be passing remarks as if you are 2000 sizes smaller than I am.

I like the way I am, sucks to be you if you have something against me looking like a blob.

Im accumulating baaaad, bad karma right now.

a friend happened to have some conflict between friends recently. and all I can think about is how far away I will be from ah mun, how hungry I was, how fast I wanted to go back home to avoid those naaaasty small kids from the nearby secondary school, and how I wanted to cook curry for lunch.

... instead of being more concerned about my friend, all I could care about were those mentioned above.

no wonder I am always the Hi-Bye kind. I am a lot more self-centered than I thought I was.

talking about what happened today was like opening an old wound. ... it pisses me off.

it honestly is getting on my nerves that this Heather Chase-Bill Kaulitz rumour is getting out of hand.

seriously, that girl who did that, although it is not punishable by law, it still is something that should not be done so randomly.

TO ALL TOKIO HOTEL, BILL KAULITZ FANS.
PLEASE READ THIS.

grrrr!

righttttt.
so my blog is worth $273,750,000.00...

if it's worth so much, then why am I still worrying over money matters!
D:

... HAHAHAHA! ADVERTISERS SHOULD START COMING TO MEEEEEEE.
OHOHOHOHOHO~!

there is something freakishly weird with my mother.

... i really cannot stand being in the same room as her and talking to her.

you know how people will go through this phase where they just cannot stand their parents. it seems that i will never get out of that phase.

dont come telling me that I have to love and respect her because she is my mother, she had me in her womb for nine-fucking- months. I hate the fact that it is her blood that is running through my veins.

love and respect needs to be earned, it is not a given.

for being the reason why my dad is having financial problems,
for being the reason why I never got to see my first few paychecks,
for being the reason why I hate this family,
for being the reason why I want to fly away and never come back,
for being the reason why I should cut off all contact with relatives.

because the one you thought you once knew is dead.

leaving people and breaking up friendship between friends and I just come naturally to me.

I have a new pet.

it's a bee. ._. it has been building (not exactly a hive) a nest for itself in my balcony. and according to my dad, the bee knows how to navigate around, in and out of the balcony now.

you know, occasionally stupid birds and flying insects will come flying in through the balcony window and they dont know how to fly out. ... only after slamming themselves onto the glass window and with me and my dad's awesome instructions do they know the way out.

... I think that bee is here to stay, even though I almost thought of killing it today. it was hovering around the living room when I was watching TV. my new pet bee. I should give it a name or something.

;_;

i wish i had an oven.

i will bake cookies, cupcakes, muffins, bagels and scones! D:

new obsession.
ALEX PETTYFER. :DD