Friday, June 22, 2012

Thursday, June 21, 2012

If...

If tomorrow is the end of the world, will you be out there searching for me, or will you be looking for other people instead?
If I do not say anything about how I am feeling inside, will you understand what I am thinking inside?

I have come to realise that nobody seems to know me very well.

Being able to surprise me is one thing, but being able to understand what I am going through is an entirely different thing.

I am not saying that I am thaaaaat complicated. -_-

I am just saying that while I may be all IN-YO-FACE when I am out with you doesn't mean that I will let you into my world completely.

Just saying... ._.

P.S : I really need to sound more positive on my blog. D: 
My posts have been rather depressing lately.

P.P.S: I JUST BOUGHT A KINDLE! :DD AND IRON MAN PAJAMA PANTS! :DD ... and apparently, it's flooding in Taiwan right now. D:

Tuesday, June 19, 2012

Y'know...

I do not like the feeling of making mistakes on purpose, when I know it is something I can do decently well in.

At work recently, I feel like I have to make a mistake or two in order to be able to get on with my life as per normal.

Maybe it is jealousy, maybe I am over thinking things.

Getting good feedback or compliments suddenly seem like a damn bad idea.

:/

Just saying...

Saturday, June 16, 2012

Dirrrrrrrty.

I was just looking at the state of my room after I tried throwing some trash on hand into my trash bin.

I think it has been a good month since I last packed my room properly, throwing out unwanted junk and all.

My room makeover keeps getting pushed back because I do not have enough time and money to commit and invest into this project.

At least when I'm done with my room, there is a good chance that I will be getting a window-unit air con in mu room.

In case nobody knows, my air con is a ridiculous piece of trash.

It either leaks water or it blows out hot air...
Feel my pain, people.
It has been this way for the past 7 years of my life and Singapore is not exactly a great place NOT to have air conditioning.

I shall end this post by saying how much I want to poop.

END! :D

Thursday, June 14, 2012

I am not God,

I am unable to work the miracles you expect of me.

This job of mine is very interesting, despite me complaining about how horrible it is.

I deal with students, and customers-who-are-potential-students.
Most of which are women of leisure, in other words, they are mostly high-flying rich tai-tais with too much time on hand, and too much cash to spend.
Or they make a lot of money since they "are doctors, lawyers" and such, and will constantly be travelling around the world, so I should be honoured that they called me or asked to join the courses.

For some reason, they expect a lot from me.
When I say a lot, I really do mean a lot.

Just because they are rich and are interested in taking up the courses with us, they expect us to give in to their every demand.

I just got a call from a woman, (Please, she does not behave like a lady to be labelled as one) who just yelled at me over the phone because I have released her reserved slot for the July class she had booked back in April.

Backstory: Ever since early May, we have decided to abolish the system where they can make payment via internet banking or mailed cheque for classes. If they want to join the class, they will have to make payment immediately, either at our store or via Paypal. And because she had asked to join before the new system was implemented...

The deadline given to her was 10th June, and I have confirmed with her verbally, and had sent out the email with the deadline 10th June clearly stated.
She insisted the deadline given to her was 15th June, and she is unhappy that her slot was released, and someone else had made payment and is now confirmed for the class.

She made a huge fuss, saying that because she is a regular customer, and joined many of our classes, we should give in to her, or at least, open the class up to fit her in.

I am unsure if she is trying to make me feel bad, or trying to get my boss to do something about it, like make concessions for her, because as she hang up the phone on me, she said "Forget it, I shall take the course elsewhere."

Sorry, I am unable to take hints and because you are a difficult customer/student, I would reaaaally want you to come back to us. /sarcasm-but-not-really.

Dear woman,

Good luck finding an experienced and patient instructor like the one you wanted at our course centre.
Bet it will piss you off to know that I took that course you wanted under the instructor you had requested for.

:)