jealous? :D

something i promised to put up on my blog to "embarrass" her.

eliza, the one with the red rectangle. :DD
HAHAHAHAHA!
congrats! :DD

eyeko ambassador. :)

http://www.eyeko.com

Discover Eyeko Beauty, London's cutest cosmetics, an irresistible line of make-up must haves with a Manga twist and Japanese flavour.

I BECAME AN EYEKO AMBASSADOR! super happy please. :D im waiting for my snail mail from London.

all these came at a wrong timing. D: i just joined an eyeko spree, not long after, i became the ambassador. gaaaaaah. but oh well...

it has, probably the cutest packaging i have ever seen on cosmetics. hahaha. so far i have only ordered 2 items.

their famous eyeko cream, a 3-in-1 which has moisturiser, eye cream and highlighter all rolled into one. awesome. >D

and i ordered their eyeko touch and go concealer. :D i was contemplating at first though, whether i should get it or not since there are cheaper ones online, like on ELF. but oh well, it's a good thing i got this because i ended up getting a free fat lip balm in strawberry! :DD

:/ i do wish that it was the minty one instead though.

oh well, everything at £5.00 each, not that bad since the exchange rate has dropped quite a bit. :DD AND IT HAS FREE SHIPPING TOO! :DD

i'll give a proper review after i get my items, since it's my mission as the ambassador to give reviews on their products.

... awesome. :DD

OH YES, QUOTE THIS CODE E2296 WHEN YOU SHOP AT EYEKO.COM TO GET FREE GIFTS, IF YOU PURCHASE £10 AND ABOVE. totally awesome. :DD

they only accept paypal though, but anyhoo, you can just share this code to any of the spree organisers and you'll get yourself free gifts. :DD

like i said, totally awesome. :DD

MANY THINGS I HAVE LEARNT.

(... i really dont care what your comments are. these are what i have learnt and if it offends you, too bad. it sucks to be you.)

1. PEOPLE TALK TO ME BECAUSE THEY FEEL THEY ARE OBLIGED TO, NOT BECAUSE THEY WANT TO.
2. PEOPLE ALSO TALK TO ME BECAUSE THEY WANT TO EITHER EXTRACT INFORMATION FROM ME, OR THEY HAVE SOME ULTERIOR MOTIVE BEHIND.
3. SOCIETY DISCRIMINATES FAT PEOPLE, REGARDLESS OF AGE.
4. WORKING IN ODD NUMBERS SUCK.
5. IM FAT, AND MY SOCIAL CIRCLE IS SMALL, BUT I STILL BELIEVE THAT I HAVE THE RIGHT TO CHOOSE MY FRIENDS, WHO I WANT TO HANG OUT WITH AND WHO I DONT WANT TO HANG OUT WITH.
6. APPARENTLY, IM THOSE WHO JUST DISAPPEARS INTO THE BACKGROUND.
7. IN REALITY, EVERYONE IS SHALLOW.
8. NOBODY IS REALLY AS NICE AS YOU THINK THEY ARE.
9. PEOPLE DISCRIMINATE THOSE WHOM THEY THINK ARE FROM CHINA.
10. I HAVE A REALLY FIERCE FACE.
11. AND ONLY IDIOTS WILL THINK THAT MY SCARY FACE LOOKS SLEEPY INSTEAD OF SCARY.
12. CERTAIN PEOPLE ARE JUST REALLY.. NOT WORTH MY TIME.
13. I WAS BLIND TO TRY GETTING TO KNOW SOME PEOPLE.
14. IM LIKE THE STRANGER THEY KNOW WELL.
15. I HAVE AN AWESOME BROTHER. :)
    

the view from my room.

i woke up this morning afternoon, and when i looked out of my window, i realise that the trees...

... they looked a lot like broccoli.

i feel like i have this reputation to uphold with, given the face i have. and i find it really emotionally draining. im always being somebody i am not, and im getting sick and tired of it. or maybe im just sick of being around people. it has gotten to this point where i just wished that everyone disappeared from the face of this world. im getting really THAT desperate for silence. i seek a world of peace and quiet where nobody is there for me to put on that mask for. i really hate it when people act all gung-ho with you when in actual fact, you people arent close at all. and i hate it when people talk to you or include you in stuff because they feel obliged to. not because they want to. if that's the case, im really better off ignoring the rest of the world. and just live my life the way it is.

i have already lost the people i really cherish around me. i dont mind losing the strangers around me too.

IT fair today, lame. i guessing and hoping that this will be the last time i seek employment of any sort. im meant to be famous, but not in the entertainment industry. im probably meant to make my mark out there in some other parts of the workforce. just 3 more days of torture, im going to get through this and never work under someone, suffering from not getting any business for the rest of my life. if need be, those people should be working under me in future.

and not for the first time in my life, im being mistaken for being some cheena girl and i find that comment awfully annoying, degrading and insulting. fuck you people, not every fair-faced girl has to be from china. what's worse was that they found what i wore weird. if i wear something over the top, then yeah think of my dress sense as weird for all i care. all i wore was my white shorts, MCR tee, my vans shoes and my ginormous hoodie. in case you havent noticed, im not like one of you losers who wear the regular, overpriced hoodies found either on blogshops or bugis street. and by regular, i mean common.

whatever i said, is probably going to get some attention from those people i know, and probably from the public somehow. i do mean what i say because unlike you people, i cant stand wearing something that everyone has. and by everyone, i mean the general population in singapore.

D:

my dad wants my toy bunny! DDD:

to avoid any unexpected and unwanted bloodshed..

i shall post it here BIG BIG.

THAT STATEMENT IS ONLY TARGETED AT THOSE WHO SAID THAT THE GIRLS IN OUR CLASS ARE DAMN CUI.

SO LIMING AH, CHILL LA.
WAHAHAHA.

KT SAYS:

"i think the girls in your class better looking than the guys."
"henry looks a bit better but the girls still win hands down"

that statement includes boonchee. :DD

WAHAHAHAHA! >3 to all you people who say we cui, IN YOUR FACE!