it's official!

everything has cleared up.
:D
it cleared up at about 9+, 10pm.
i just needed some time to pluck my bean sprouts before blogging about this.

so the person i was suspecting really did turn out to be anon.
but he had his reasons for tagging that.
so now, everything is all good, he apologized and now,

the blog is going to have more ME in it.
:D
he hogged the spotlight for the past 2 days.
i need my 2 days worth of attention back people.

mean, malicious tags about him will be ignored by me.
from now on, tags should be all about me.
ME ME ME!
:D

and i still want to know who SOME1 is!
SOME1, you better tag me again.
i want to know who you are!

random, i wish bean sprouts were at least 5-8cm long.
it'll be so much easier to pluck than those, tiny less than a cm ones.
poo.

now life's a lot better.
i just need a credit card.
and my pay.
... and a new jacket.
and the sight of my eye candy.
:D

love is in the air~

TO (in random order)
DADDY, CHAR, STEFU, SOME1, REEN, DORO AND AH MUN.

THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR TAGGING.
:D
it really makes me all fuzzy and warm inside to see that there are people who are willing to provide me with such love in times like these.

i just want to know who that Some1 is.
D:
:/ is Some1 a guy or girl.
a reader or random passerby.
someone i know, or really, someone really passing by.

IF I KNOW YOU, CAN YOU AT LEAST GIVE ME A HINT!
): or can you at least tag more or something.

i have a tinkling suspicion of who anon is.
not that i will confront him or anything.
._.
thanks to him, my blog hits have reached a number it has never reached before.
even on my birthday.
so anon, if you're reading this, im thanking you for it.
:/ if you are who i think you are, then i would say, "it's the 'femme' that gave you away."
and "yes, i read your blog."
sorry that im not pretty enough for your eyes.
heh.

i finally realise why i have been so depressed lately.
i keep forgetting the one thing every females hate, and has to go through it till she's like, 50 or so.
i seriously keep forgetting that females get periods.
YES ANON, IM FEMALE.
i only remembered when i got stomach cramps today at work.
bah, it feels like secondary school all over again.

work today was worse than any other day.
i actually perspired in Daiso.
a little, but still, perspiring in an air-conditioned shopping mall, at the corner where the air con is the strongest, i think there's honestly something wrong with me.
hahaha!
other than that, life's good.
got the news that pay will be coming in on 5th October.
just in time for me to get birthday presents for some people.

i might work till end of october.
:/ depending on whether i can get a job at WCP.
it's so much more convenient for me.
and maybe i can get one with better pay.
:D

so far, life's pretty much good.
:D and eye candies should remain as eye candies.
that crush has revert back to just eye candy.
if it mutates into a crush again, i'll make sure i blog about it.
:D

i am not going to let what anon tagged affect me.

i packed my room.
yay me, even though there's no difference at all.
i just remembered im suppose to catch up on my overdued journals.
In Tech, Theory of Design and my Design Blog.
heh, none of which i remembered to do till now.

oh yes, ellen did put me in a different group for the seminars.
:/ this time it's a whole new bunch of people and it's going to be very awkward for me.
somehow i cant wait for school to start.
i miss having to attend lessons.

i shall attempt not to be so emo this semester.
... which is nearly impossible.
rah.

im kinda enjoying my work at Daiso.
but i need someone there for me to ask "WHERE DO I SHELF THIS?", "WHERE'S -insert item name-, CUSTOMER'S ASKING FOR IT".
i broke 2 nails yesterday.
sigh, my nails are the most decent part of me.
seriously.
and my hair is starting to lighten up.
:/ the colour's getting brighter with every wash, again.
im kinda regretting doing it blond the other time.
heh.

have been catching up on random japanese serials today.
i've watched gokusen 3 and psychometrer eiji.
once im done with both, i might consider watching Life.
i need something to fill up that void in my life.
hahaha.

... d'espairsray is such an awesome band.
although their music sounds a little twisted.

and thank you reen and doro for sticking up for me.
it's greatly appreciated.

:/ im not sure if anon is going to tag again.

sigh.

i got slammed by some random person on my tagboard.
it has been 3 years since someone last tagged something like that.
... and i dont know how am i suppose to react to that.

im thinking whether am i being dragged into that Jessica-Audrey conflict about the copyrighted quote.
because if it is, then i'll be more than glad to just remain as a bystander.

i dont know Audrey/czeinwen that well.
we just tag on each other's blog every now and then.
:/ i dont know am i go step in and defend her when Jessica's fanbase come and leave malicious tags on her blog, or am i to try resolving the problem between the two.
right now, i just dont want to have anything to do with it.
sorry audrey, i really am.
i just dont want to get involved in any cross fire between the two of you.

and to anon, seriously, you have pointed out the most obvious thing ever, even if i didnt blog about the guy part.

1. i get mistaken for a guy, loads of times.
2. my lecturer did mention that i sounded damn act cute.
3. and i admit that i am a very very very very very childish person.

but ugly or not, it's not up to you to decide or leave comments on.
as cliche as this is, everybody is gorgeous in the eyes of God.

im not drop-dead gorgeous, im just happy that i might at least blend in with the crowd a little.
being pretty requires hard work and it's very very tiring.
and i happened to be a very lazy person.
too bad for you that you happened to chance upon my blog.
i apologize for burning a hole right through your eyes.

so if you dont mind, you can either choose not to read my blog, or you can carry on spamming on my tagboard.
i dont know if anybody will want to defend me, because im a little too tired of living and i dont want to waste my energy trying to tag you back on something so obvious.

i must add.
if you think im ugly and that i look like a guy now, you should have seen me when i was 14.
or when i was in secondary school.
it's waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay worse than it is now.

now if you dont mind, i need to pack my room.
i do have a life, after all.

TOKIO HOTEL WON BEST NEW ARTIST AWARD!
TAKE THAT MILEY CYRUS!
ROAR, they didnt win the best pop video award though.
and britney won so many awards.

tokio hotel's awesomeeeeeeee.
:D because tom kaulitz's in there.

im up bright and early today.
:/ going to jb later with my brother.
need to find a way to get money.
ROAR.
sadded.

the thought of the end of the world still overwhelms me.
if the world really is going to end in about 4 years time, December 2012, then i would wish to die before that.
of asthma attack, or of gas poisoning.
im too huge of a coward to undergo prosecution.
and i have no idea who will i betray in the end.
roar, the thought of the end of the world, Satan coming down, the prophecies coming true and me dying when my life just started, it's eating me up alive.

im losing sleep at night because of that.
overwhelmed, still am.

im such a depressing person.
i have this depressing aura around.
and it all started last year, when austin got together with connie.
how awesome.

i was reading my past blog posts.
and it's all "roo is emo", "roo is a happy person, for now".
ROAR, i must attempt to be happier.
i havent got any time left to enjoy my life.
):

just wondering, if Christianity predicts that Satan is coming down and we're all going to be burned to death, and christians will not have that 666 marking on their arms, what about the other religions.
:/ will they have the 666 marking on their arms?
will they be the people who prosecutes all christians?

just a random thought.

baaaaah, it's the end of the world.

im going to start looking for a job tomorrow.
i know it's kinda late to do so, but yes, im starting to look for one tomorrow.
because the accessories shop did not call me back.
): sadded.
i was so looking forward to getting a job there.

IMM today with chu.
walked around many many times i guess.
and i have to say i love daiso and popular bookstore and FOS.
... although that ginormous top i want is gone.
rah.
and i love the atmosphere at Mos burger.
it reminds me of last year, before char, chu and i flew off to china.

i bought a new sketch book.
-.- i always buy sketch books but never got down to using them.
and i bought a B5 folder from daiso.
yaaaay, and i bought a new black pen.
my pen's running out of ink anyway.
hahahahaha.

talked at Mos, and it makes me wonder my existence on Earth.
the end of the world is nearing, year 2012, December.
im hoping that Obama wont make any bad decisions since it will affect the rest of world.
i do not wish to die so young, but i think i dont have a choice.
when the time comes, it comes.
for now, i need to rethink and re-evaluate my life.
i need to find my faith in religion.
even if that means i'll die earlier.

i dont want to be one of Satan's little evil minions.
but i dont want to perform hara kiri.
(FOR HONOUR~!)
i dont want to get my eyeballs gouged out or finger nails pulled out one by one.
if i get to choose, i wish to die by gas poisoning.
i want it fast and painless.
then i'll go up and meet God, and he'll judge me in front of everyone.
all my dirty little secrets will be exposed.
i think by then, i wont really care anymore.
i will feel shameful of course, but if i have done it, i might as well just face it.
roar.
i have no idea whether i'll be going up or down, but i think, high chance i'll be going down.

if i die before the end of the world, this is to those i know, love and hate.
thanks for being a part of my life.
roar, if i die tomorrow, please remember me.

im feeling normal now.
so i guess i should post something a little more decent.
:D

first of all, HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY LOVE!
:D YOU'RE 19 NOOOOOOW, so please, try to cut down on sexual intercourses will you?!
and please tell your twin brother to stop smoking.
it's bad for his throat.
party all you want, my love.
because the day we get married, is the day you stop all your late night parties and sex with groupies for good.
hahahahahaha!

YES, it's tom's birthday today.
i wonder what did bill tattoo on himself this time.

seoul garden today.
feeling fatter than ever.
):

going to imm tomorrow.
hopefully i wont see anybody i know.

random pictures to make my blog post a little more easy on the eyes.
:D

my 11 year old eyecandy.
from china.
:D he's 11 years old, and he has a piercing.
my little gangsta boy, HAHAHAHAHA!
:3


i was skinnier once.
): wth happened to me.
poooooooooooooo, im deflating soon.


my birthday present from swee when i was 15.
taken 3 years ago, in the school girl's toilet.
see the pinkish tiles?

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AND HERE IT IS,
2 AND 3/4 YEARS LATER.


my part time maid got quite disgusted with it, i guess.
she probably threw it away because i cant seem to find it anymore.

HAHAHAHAHA, so people.
now you see what happens when you give me food for birthday presents.
they just rot in my room.
:D

i'll only open in desperate times.
yes, ah mun and dawn.
your candies are still in my room, untouched.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!

i think i like that someone else now.
:$
i kept giggling during seoul garden because of it.
roar!