Sunday, January 31, 2010

In other words...


It just occurred to me that nobody will really treat me like a female, a girl, a woman, D: a person who has XX chromosomes in her. D:
(... XX is female right?!)

I most definitely do not behave like a girl, I am not even afraid of things that girls are.
(LIKE FRICKIN INSECTS. Seriously, how scary can they get?! -_-)
I do not possess traits that females do, like acting cute in front of guys, being all small and tiny because it makes a guy feel that he has the ability to protect hee.

EVEN MY CHARACTER IS MORE MANLY THAN... some people I know. -_-

Anatomically, I may be female. But in real life, I probably am like an in between. D:

It does not help that people think I am a male because of the way I look from the back. -_-

Joy, maybe I should have been born a guy.

Tuesday, January 26, 2010

D:


I might just have gotten myself a new crush. NOT.GOOD.

NOT.GOOD.AT.ALL.

I hate it when "LOVE IS IN THE AIR~". ;A;

Thursday, January 21, 2010

HORRIBLE NEWS! D:

CINEMA BIZARRE IS STOPPING THEIR ACTIVITIES, for the time being hopefully.

DD:

;A; Just look at this. D:

D: I mean, they are not like that THAT famous around the world like Tokio Hotel, but they are still loved by many... like me! D:

And D: the most famous one is probably Strify. D: Does that mean I will see less of my leg now?
(Pun intended. Shin, get it?)

Taking a break at a time like this is BAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAD D:

BAD I TELL YOU!

Daily Rant.

I just saw my mother going out to work, and it is 11.13pm here in Singapore.

For a moment, I realise how old she has become. And that time just flies at the speed of light. D:

Wednesday, January 20, 2010

Rant.

:D Joy, my blog readers are... coming back very slowly. :D

I collected crap loads of cosmetics today. :D Another thing that made me real happy today. :D

mmm, I had ramen, and I bought stuff for my room.

Now I am praying that it will rain hard whenever I am going to school from now on, so I can use my new umbrella. :D

Oh, I bought a few notebooks, D: for the random reasons. D: I cannot help myself when I look at notebooks. D:

And Chu bought one for me... "to encourage me into doing quiet time". :/

Right...

ELF gel liner is awesome, :D Imma get like D: 5000 of them! :D

I am not looking into liking anyone right now... :/

... We need to trash things out soon.

Tuesday, January 19, 2010

Daily News~.

:D

I have an obsession with sprouts and corn today. :D

I have more or less done my 3D building. D: All I have left is Sections, and Elevation in AutoCAD and D: 3D rendering and uh, walkthrough AND D: presentation boards and material board. D:

Joy.

D: This means less sleep, less shopping and more work is to be done till next Friday. D:

Come to think of it, I still am not being assigned to any company yet.

... Screwed much? D:

Monday, January 18, 2010

Daily MUST-RANT!

Oh dear God, more advice for my shop came in when I am about to embark on the next part of my assignment this term.

Obviously I am having a frickin hard time trying to adjust it. But it will not be hard. >_< With enough candy and lack of internet, I WILL GET MY WORK DONE.

Remaining positive is always a good thing. :D

I am almost done with my half a pack of Daim candy. D: Now I am thinking whether I should go back to Ikea to get somemore. Ohohoho~.

I wonder if I am under pressure. D: Because this time, instead of eating a lot, I end up shopping a lot at the local pharmacy. D:

I really like looking at the night sky. (:
For some random reason, it makes me feel like I am actually a living, breathing human being in this world trying to survive.

Looking at the night sky makes one feel small. (: Joy, I really needed it.

It's been a long time coming,

But I am here now.

Hey all, I am back... With a temporary blogskin. :/

Many things have happened since I went on hiatus. Many, many things, both good and bad.

Sad to say, I will live to tell the tale. And this time, I am back with a vengeance.

A small handful of people have been stirring up shit in my life. LOTS of shit. But I guess I can still take it, for the moment.

People whom I once held dear to my heart have gone all the way out of my small little social circle. Nobody is indispensable in my life, no matter who you are. Unless you are my AWESOME DAD, which sadly you are not.

I do not care if some people out there have been spreading lies about me, or if they have a bad impression. I will live and my life will still go on, with or without you.

So for now, I am back. :D

Till I get a better blogskin. D: