Someday...

SOMEDAY...

I will find a boyfriend who will remember my birthday.

I will find a boyfriend who will LAST till my birthday, at least.

I will be someone's eyecandy.

I will find a guy who will not ask me to wear a dress, or skirt... or constantly whine that I do not wear a dress or a skirt.

I will find a guy who is not clingy. BITCH, I DON'T DO CLINGY, or emotional.

(I know I date like a guy. Shut up about it already.)

I will find a Scandinavian boyfriend who is at least 1.8m tall, hair-free from nose down, practise good hygiene habits AND SMELL NICE.

I WILL BE RICH AND FAMOUS, and all those who go against me will all go dowwwwwn. >DD

Well, a girl can dream. :/

I sincerely do not see the point of me helping you with your stuff because you only approach me for help when you need it.

Fuck off.

You're my melody~

Today has been a productive day...

Seeing as how I am unemployed, and have been rolling out of bed at 1 in the afternoon, I take doing anything useful as productive. :/

I should start blogging daily, updating the world and myself the things I have accomplished for the day so as to make me feel a little better, and not as useless. :/

So today, I...

Fixed my favourite Lime Crime lipstick. :D

Well I love all my Lime Crime lipsticks, especially the bright ones.

But recently I have been opting for this... more mellow and regular shade of orange(Cosmopop). :/

SEE, I AM CHANGING FOR THE WORST! ;A;

And it's my "new" Blackberry Curve you see next to it, because I didn't want my lipstick to feel lonely in the photo.

It's "new" because,

I just got it, but it once belonged to my brother who is now using the Bold, I think.

It was either I take it, or he sell it. So I took it, and had intentions of using it as a paperweight... or door stopper. :/

But yeah, I took it so I can master it and consider getting the Torch next year. Or I could always opt for the Iphone 4. :/

YES, I LIKE OLD PHONES. Judge me all you want. Hmph.

Recorded the two songs that were long overdue, I think. :/

Took me a good 2 hours to record my parts for one song, and in all honesty, I really don't sound good in recordings at all. D:

Did the laundry~!

Or am going to. :/ I like doing the laundry, and paper mopping my room. D: Do not judge.

Updated my resume~!

Because I think I have found a job I might be interested in. :D And I am hoping to get it instead of falling back on my backup plan because I think my dad hopes that I will go work for the gahmen for the rest of my life, like him. D:

Beaming a lot because of the awesome dream I have had the night before~!

I dreamt that YG told me that I will be joining his company... One can dream, right?

Either that or it is time I try out for YGE again, this time more seriously. :/

That is all I have done for the day.

Now to Photoshop my brother's photos to make him uh, look better in his wedding montage. :/

Something I need to get off my chest.

I know, I know.

I know I haven't done a proper update in like, 2 million years.

BUT I AM UPDATING MY BLOG NOW.

In lieu of recent events, I have too many things I want to get off my chest. And because I am typing this out at like... 12:27am in the morning, do not mind the randomness that you see on this post or else many words will be exchanged on Twitter.

#1.

I am now unemployed. ;A;

If you are following me on Twitter, and you happen to see my tweets, whining about my life, don't ignore it. SHOW ME SOME LOVE PLEASE.

If only I was a famous blogger, or something. And if only I still have the will to want to pursue what I have set out to do. :/

I am now sending out resumes and stuff, in hopes of getting a job by September because...

#2.

I am getting my teeth fixed, for the second time.

In case the many people who read my blog have no idea about this, I have had braces for 5 years.

I have had them when I was 10, took them out when I was 15.

And yet, my teeth still looks... the way it does today. -_-

And because I am unemployed now, I have decided to get the cheaper alternative, which are aligners.

And cheaper does not mean it's THAT cheap.

Those aligners have wiped out $800 from my savings. Yay me. -_-

And every 2-3 months, I have to go back and get a new one, which will set me back another $300.

The joy, and I am unemployed. ;A;

#3.

HAPPY THINGS TO SHARE : SOMEONE NICE HAVE ASKED ME TO COLLABORATE WITH THEM IN A SONG COVER. :D

Me, being the one who can't sing to save my life, have the honour of doing the rap parts... because the nice person said she likes my rapping.

And if it all goes well, I MIGHT post it up here for the world to see. :D

#4.

My hypothetical husband, Tom Kaulitz, has dumped me for a hotter chick 6 years his senior. ;A;

Which leaves me in a vulnerable state where I just might like any random Singaporean guy off the streets.

NEED.NEW.CELEBRITY.HUSBAND.NOW.

#5.

I am breaking out like nobody's business.

Yes, I feel the need to share this because this is my blog.

No, I do not give a fuck about what you are going to say about it.

;_; or maybe I do... AH, just give me a break.

I have been spamming sheet masks and clay masks on my face every day now. And it is healing, which is good. So I am hoping in a week or two, I will be able to go out in public with just BB cream and powder, and lots of eye makeup.

._.

#6.

I am trying, desperately to lose weight now because my brother's wedding is in like... 2 months time?

And because there are photos of me in his wedding montage.

I do not want any of my relatives to go :

"Aw she was so skinny then! BUT JUST LOOK AT HER NOW!"

*sniggers*

Bitch, PLEASE!

Let me handle one tragedy at a time.

#7.

Apparently, my style/I am changing. D:

This is not a good thing, and this is really a major crisis.

._.

I happened to like someone... probably. :/

And for some unknown reason, I am becoming more girly. D:

I am starting to like uh, vintage-y charms and such...?

Just the accessories part, which is not that bad yet.

THAT.IS.AN.ABOMINATION.

I do not need you people to judge me, because I am already judging myself for changing. -_-

Dear LORD!

ONE TRAGEDY AT A TIME! PLEASE!

That is all I have to update for now.

I am hoping that I will be able to do more frequent updates, with photos and such. :/

Because the blogs I read, dem bloggers always photograph everything.

And by everything, I really do mean EVERYTHING.

And it makes their blog so interesting! D:

Maybe that's why they have more readers and followers and such...

Oh well... :/

Roo is old. ;A;

I recently turned 21.

And with nothing to my name, I am officially old and useless. ;_;

I feel pretty enough to post this up.

I was having a good-hair day today.

And I was trying out one of my many new lipsticks.

And my skin is healing up pretty nicely.

Therefore, being a Leo, I took many many many photos of myself, because I am only young once. ;_;

And being shameless, I posting it up on my blog.

Don't judge, bitches.

I posted that last photo, bottom right hand corner, on Twitter this afternoon.

Original picture shown below.

Yep, and I consider this as an update.