I was packing my room today, and I looked out of the window very randomly. :/

And I saw that it was all smokey, foggy out there. D: The haze is getting real bad. On top of that, there will be that toilet renovation thing going on starting from tomorrow. :/ I packed my room, and it does not look so barren right now. Boxes have replaced the empty spaces I had plan for my computer table to be.

Maybe I will not be buying a computer table after all. But it really is nice. D: It is red! D: From Ikea! D:

I am just dumping back the stuff I threw out of my room to prevent my father and mother from nagging. :/

WHAAAAAT~!?
I will pack it later when the renovations are done. -.-

:D
Today is a great day. :D

I know this sounds really ridiculous, but when someone I do not know tags my blog, it makes me real happy.

Because it is like... knowing that other people out there finally realise that your blog exists. :D
Ah the joy! :D

Today, I went out with Chu, even though I was pretty much suppose to stay at home to pack up the mess in preparation for the construction of the toilets.

:D I bought uh, hand cream, and two bottles of sunblock! :D $2 EACH! SPF 130! :D I am on my way to faair fair skin! :D


:D Today is a good day. :D And I am meeting Kt for dinner again tomorrow! :D

Should I do my hair like that instead of cornrows. D:
Or should I do cornrows then cut it like that. D:

I found this yesterday while packing my room. :D

:D I was 2 years old then. :D

I have never loved the alphabet Y more than I did today.
:D

My shades collection. :D
But I cleared like, 4-5 pairs before I took this photo. :/


:D We took this photo when we entered Supperclub, like some red carpet event. :D
And for the first time I do not look fake when smiling. :DD

I shall let the photos and some captions do the talking.

My awesome sneaker #2.

It was boring ok.


Big fluffy pillows. :D


My awesome sneakers #2.


People...


My awesome sneakers #2. :D


I brought Chu with me.


:/ It happens, when I found out I did not win. Sighh.

I think it is official that I love Comgateway. :D

:D My loot from Hot Topic just arrived today, this afternoon. :D That means new sneakers! And new rings! :D

Their service is good yo. The delivery dude called me up to inform me that my items are here and whether I will be at home to sign for it. :D

Such services is not seen for Vpost, how disappointing. Comgateway for the win!

:D So here are my new rings. :D
... The stars one was a rip-off, seriously. I expected the stars to be a lot bigger, like those that Bill wore in the music video of Automatic. :D At least I did not buy the one with hearts. The garnet one is preeeeetty. :D

:D MY NEW SNEAKERS! :D
They are called Super High Tops. :D

I have learnt today :

NEVER WEAR YOUR SNEAKERS TO THE KITCHEN WHEN YOU ARE MAKING PANCAKES. ;_;

The batter dripped on to the shoe, and it is pretty hard to get off. RAH!


I guess I will be wearing this on Wednesday for the award giving ceremony, after I get the stain off of course. I highly doubt I will be following the dress code, though.

It just occurred to me that we suddenly just grew up really fast. :/

It seems only yesterday that I took these pictures, when we were all still in Fairfield. I know these pictures are not... the most flattering. But they are the only pictures I have... of us.

Grace and Dai are flying off to China soon for their ITP and stuff. Kt and Vicky are doing their ITP in Singapore (Thank God.) , and they are all about the graduate soon and move on to the work force.

Why does time have to pass so quickly.

♥ charnana chelsea smile
i think you have interesting ideas
if you became an interior designer

Thanks, that was something I really needed I guess.

I dunno if it is just me, or does the picture quality of my new camera seem ok only.
:/

I woke up at 3.30pm, half the day is gone. So much for trying to alter back my body clock again. Rah.

Yesterday night...

Bro: Ok ok. ... Are you closing your eyes?
Roo : YAAAAAAAA, faster!

*SNAP!*

Roo : Omg, we look alike.


Ah, the joy.

Bro : :D:D:D:D PUT THIS ON YOUR BLOG OK!

... That picture reminds me, I need to go dye my hair soon. D: Every time I comb my hair to the back, D: it always look as if I have a head of black hair. D: The roots are getting faaaar too long. D:

I found out this morning that everyday my hair is always at its best when I roll out of bed. It always looks groomed, the ends are always curled nicely. Like this!



... Ah, if only my hair was like that all the time. ;_;

:D

I got my pay today.
And a spanking new camera. :D

I woke up real early today to make my way down to Suntec for the IT Fair, and to collect my pay.



:D So here are some test shots of my not-so new French Gel-ed nails. :D

I think I am turning into a shopaholic. D: I kept smiling when I bought the camera. I was like, mad happy when I bought it. D:

The deal is not bad, just that they did not give me anymore discount which made me kinda sad. D:

$419 for the camera, SD card reader, 16 GB SD card, a case, and an extra battery pack. :D I got the Ixus 100 IS. In black, because my brother cannot take red. :/

I always thought myself as a really tan person.
I am not fairer than Ah Munna.
But I am fairer than most people I know. D:

And I never thought of myself as a very fair skinned person...
Until I saw this photo taken by Nicole the other day during the steamboat for her coffee table book assignment.

D:


MY ARMS ARE NOT OF THE SAME COLOUR AS MY FACE. DDDD:

I really used to love long long nails.
Because long nails are real pretty after it is being filed nicely to a certain shape and being buffed till it sparkles in the sunlight.

D: But my nails are, rather weak. And because I am in a design course (fuck, I really had to remind myself about that.) UHU glue has become a friend that I can always rely on in times of need. Only sometimes it can be a huge bitch, and get on to my nails or under it.

D: With the new nails that I got, those French Gel ones, I really cannot do anything properly. D: I cannot type on my handphone or on my keyboard with my finger tips. D: I now type with my nail tips. D: And it is something that is majorly annoying. D: Because I have no idea when will it break off if I use too much force on it. And I cannot do things with my monster strength without worrying that it will come off together with my real nails. D: Snapped out of my nail bed. D:

Gah, stupid nails.

I came to realise that whatever you like, unless you are like Xiaxue who can survive without working outside, everything you pretty much like becomes something that you should only admire from afar.

Like my colourful jeans. Because right now I am in poly, (I really, really had to mention it, dammit!) I can wear as colourful as I want, with my awesome sneakers and ginormous shirts and have whatever hair colour I want. But when I graduate, I wonder whether I will want to further my studies. I would love to do so, but it really all depends on how "great" my results are at the end of the day, which probably means that there is not much of a chance.

So after these two years, or one and a half years or so, I will probably not be able to wear them anymore. Wearing colourful jeans to work with extremely wild hair is an abomination. ;_;

I realise that after a day of being all emo and sad about my results, life still does go on. Nothing will stop just because you are really sad, or when things just does not go your way.

Many things happened today. I was slightly happier at first, until things started going downhill for me.

Many people get things that I have always been dreaming of. Things that I never seem to be able to achieve, those opportunities always come knocking on their doors instead of mine. Maybe it really is time for me to give up on those silly things that I have always wanted.

... On a random note, watching 4minute's performance made me happier.

I had a talk with my colleague today, about my birthday. Just birthday, in general. She asked how I celebrated it this year, and I just told her directly how it went.

... I have been thinking a lot at night. About whether Interior Design is really meant for me, whether am I really going to fail all the time in my life, whether am I going to die a lonely death with nobody by my side.

I want a best friend. I want a best friend to be there for me when I need a lot of assurance in my life. So far, my life have succeeded in showing me how superficial people can get.

People come and go in my life, throwing me away as if I am not needed at all. And every time I turn to someone, the person replies back with "Can't you find someone else?"

My recent project has brought my spirit and I down. It seems like no matter how hard I try, nothing seems to work or go my way. Maybe the B I had for term 3 in Year 1 was just a fluke. Maybe I really did not deserve it. Maybe I do not deserve to have anything good in my life.

My mother is not digging the awesome new nails I just got. :/

And I wonder whether being in Fairfield all these years have something to do with my character. I remember stepping out of Fairfield, and I was all that emo person. I was really into black, and pretty much all things related to death, blood, gore, and raw flesh.

Maybe suppressing the person I really am inside is not a good thing, but yet that was something that happened as I stepped into Fairfield territory.

I do not miss those times at all. That was probably one of the darkest periods of my life. From age 10-17. I will not want to relive those days, unlike the rest who have "made quite a significant amount of decent memories" in those wretched grounds.

Poly life was probably the best thing that has ever happened to me, apart from the insane workload, and the horrible critique session. I have... become more and more colourful as I study in Poly. My wardrobe is now... so colourful. Like a kaleidoscope. And I am no longer into those freaky weird stuff. Instead, I am loving all things cute, and colourful. Except for pink. Unless it is paired with some other awesome colour.

Maybe I would have been a happier person, had I not studied in Fairfield, and went to some other neighbourhood school instead.

I miss and will cherish certain friends that I have made in Fairfield, but other than that, I see no point in reminiscing about the past. Every year, there was bound to be some huge conflict with a few certain bitches who have done nothing but disrupt the usual peace in my life.

All I wanted, was to be normal, and fit in with the crowd. In fact, I just wanted to blend in with them. But really, things do not usually go your way.

Why does living have to be so hard.

I know I do not have the nicest face.

Today, I had my first manicure session. And... I wonder whether I really like it or not.

I wanted something simple, like checkered, or stripes. Or even cow prints on my nails. D: But I ended up not being able to choose because I was helping my mother's friend, Jane, with her project. She is taking a diploma in manicures and stuff. So I was helping her out as a... guinea pig if I may say so.

So today, I had to wake up real early. D: At the unearthly hour of 8am. D: Ever since the unofficial start of the holidays, my body clock has more or less been altered to a accommodate a different time zone.

I made my way down to Novena, where I met her, my mother's friend, the one who did my nails for today.

Initially, she said she will be doing that french manicure for me, and will be extending my nails with that French gel thingy.

But after removing my really ugly chipped off black nail polish, D: she commented that I have really nice nails which she then showed her teacher. D: And her teacher said

"These are competition nails! Where did you find that girl!"

:D My ego inflated head was threatening to burst on the spot. :D Hey, it is not everyday that you get a professional telling you that you have something that is... rare and awesome.

So with that, she decided to teach Jane nail art design, those swirly ones. Since I have awesome nails for her to work on. :D

It took about 3 and a half hours. :D And it was finally done. :D

... I apologize for the face, and the comb. D: I just showered. D: And I really hate smiling in front of the camera.




I met Chu later on for shopping, and sushi. :D But since we both had sushi yesterday, we decided to have Kenny Rogers today. And will meetup for sushi another day. :D

So today, it has been a fruitful day.

1. I got my nails done, at least I will be presentable for the Omy award ceremony.
2. I got complimented many times that I have awesome nails fit for competition.
3. I bought many many things. D: which means that I will have to get an awesome camera soon to help sell my stuff, or set up a flea market.
4. ... My shades collection have just expanded by a little. D:
   

I have a free manicure session tomorrow with my mother's friend. -.-

And now I am stuck with what I want to do for the nail art. D: I do not want some fancy schmancy acrylic nail art because D: ... D: because I will not be able to scratch my butt or pick my nose if I get them until they fall off.

... And also because they do not suit my image. D:

So I am thinking of doing this bumble bee like sort of stripes. :D So it will be yellow and black. :D

But then I found this!


Right now, I just want something that will suit my style and image. D: Something awesomely funky will be great. :D

Maybe I will do stripes, in red, yellow and blue. :D
... Or maybe just yellow and black.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, MY DEAR! :D:D

I got so pissed this morning that I forgotten what day it is today.

:D

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TOM!
... and Bill too. :/

Wait for me, Tom. :D Soon I will fly over and meet you. :D

... Maybe it is the weather today. It has been raining, and the dark clouds fill the sky.
Or maybe this is the first time I heard their new song Automatisch.

Somehow it made me feel closer to him. D:
Weird, I know. To be that obsessed with a celebrity to this extent.

But based on the fact that Singaporean guys are pretty much, not really my cup of tea, you cannot really blame me for it.

I went online to check my emails. And guess what, Hot Topic sent me an email, saying they cancelled my order because I have yet to call them up to give them the new shipping address. D:

I swear this will be the last time I am ever going to use Vpost.

First they did not accept my awesome UOB Now card as a UOB credit card. Therefore I had to pay around $100 for shipping of my Hot Topic items.
Then, it took literally forever and a day to get my items delivered.

Now, Fedex does not deliver to that Vpost address I used.

This is it, I am switching to Comgateway.

And I think I pissed that girl on the phone off. I called Hot Topic to get my order re-activated. And I really... do not get the American accent, so she had to repeat herself over and over and over again. D:

... That excludes having to place my hand and head at a specific coordinates in order to be able to communicate. D:

Something Sony Ericsson phones just suck. D: Or maybe because I dropped it too much.