Saturday, February 11, 2012

Someone once said,

That the person you dislike is like a mirror-image of yourself.
Meaning to say, you have the same traits/qualities as the person you dislike.

NOW,

I dislike that nasty person.
I am a Leo, and she is a Leo as well.

Except, of course, being as awesome as I am, my rising and Moon signs are the other Fire signs.
And apparently the year I was born was suppose to be Metal or Fire.
Whatever it is, I am a strong Fire element person.

Out of point.

This nasty Leo vooman, has been spreading lies about me.
And she went ahead to twist the tale about what has happened to make her look like the victim in this... very unfortunate event that has happened to her.

She sent a nasty email about me to my boss, I am assuming, just to drag me down with her, and she did not bother including me or my supervisor when she sent it.
Not that it is a must, but if you are going to complain about ME, shouldn't I be in the know as well? And since my supervisor was the one who worked with me most, shouldn't SHE be in the know as well, so if need be, she can clarify whatever that Leo woman had sent.

It makes me wonder if I am just like her.
If I were in her shoes, would I have done the same?

Would I have tried getting the people on my side to boycott whoever that was against me?
(Technically, whatever they are doing now is not boycott, but it's somewhere in between there.)
Would I say whatever, or do whatever it takes, including making use of my good friend as a scapegoat, just to clear my name, even if I was in the wrong?
Would I deny, and try and cover up the things I have done by twisting the story to make me look like a victim?

Y'know, when she said she didn't think anything bad was happening between us and our working relationship, it made me think that I was the crazy one.
She made me think I was crazy for thinking that there was tension between us, that I was biased against her for no good reason, that I was the one not doing enough or putting in enough effort in this job to make everything easier for the both of us.

She made me doubt myself, for that... 2 days.

NO MORE, I tell you.

Mistakes happen at work, especially since I was new, and she used all that against me.

Maybe it was a mistake letting her come too close.
Maybe it is time to shut off again...

This feels like primary school and secondary 2 all over again~. /sarcasm

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